Weekend soon

So it will be the weekend soon, and I am looking forward to it but at the same time kind of sad about it. One of my co-workers last day is on Friday and this person is very well liked he is a great person and we are all very sad to loss such a wonderful spirit. He is moving back east with his family. We are having a good-bye party for him on Friday. Then on Saturday well I hope that my plans do not get all bummed out again like last weekend but you never know. I'm not going to jinx them just in case, the person the plans are with will not even say we are doing anything out right just encase it will jinx it. This makes me laugh! Sunday is my Walk for MS! Looking forward to that.

Next week is another busy week there are three big days coming up for me and I just realized the other day that Friday is JUNE! Already, what the heck? My Friend is coming from BC WOOOT!!! I'm so happy about that I cannot wait to see them!!! Then the end of the month which seems super far away at the moment but I know its just going to come up on me like no tomorrow, my sister is going to be here. FUN! In three month is will be my one year with my job!!!! That is freakin crazy!

I have found forgiveness for something also, this does not mean that I think what happened was right or that I ever want to be in this position again but I have found it, and it is liberating! I have been trying to live in the motto "Do you" but it has been harder then I thought it would be. My head likes to take over and think out everything way too much, it’s beginning to darn my body. I really need to stop and just breath I am going to try and do this when I have some time off soon here, when my friend is visiting, I know I will get back to me with this person! I cannot WAIT!!!! I wish it were sooner. Any who I should go I think that’s really all I have right now any way.

Half way through

So it is the middle of the week and I am feeling a little worn out, This week has been a big week. I have planned like crazy to make sure that this week goes really well, so far it has not been that bad there is just so much to do some times. I got to go to Hall of Fame today. It was a tone of fun and I did some things that I thought I might not ever so woot for me! Thanks to my Co-worker for not wanting to go :)

Tomorrow is the last day of my program that I spent a tone of time planning and I am very much looking forward to that, its going to be nice to have this day finally come! Life is going well, I am liking being a lone right now and enjoying some much needed me time! My sister is coming to my city in about a month now and I am looking so forward to that it is not even funny, plus I get some much needed time off from work so thats also very good.

I think I am going to make a plan soon for something that I have been wanting to do for a long time now but just kind of sitting around doing nothing about. I am not going to talk to much about this because I think it will not be a good idea, but I'm working towards something that might be great so wish me blind luck. Any who I'm going to grab something to eat and take some down time.

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So its been a bit now since I up dated but I did not want to update in hopes that people would donate to my walk for MS. But since no one has done that yet... feel the guilt!! I thought I would up date.

I have been in a lot of pain since saturday night, my teeth are killing me and I have never had this kind of pain before. Tomorrow I'm to go get a root canal and I hope to god that this all goes away after. I never want to feel this again, plus the stupid pills they have me on make me sleepy and feel like I'm higher then a kite! So I tried to go to work today and ended up coming home at 10:30 because I was in a lot of pain, came home took some more pain pills and fell asleep for 3 more hours. I hate this, the pain is back right now and all I want to do is sleep again because at lest then I do not feel it.

Can not wait for tomorrow, maybe if I have the energy I will update when I get home from my root canal. More then likely I will be sleeping but who knows maybe I'll just be so happy not to feel like ass that I will just stay up and enjoy the feeling of being normal again. Thats all for now.

The Super Cities Walk for MS

So on June 3rd my co-workers and I are going to walk for MS. This was an idea from one of my co-workers as his father had MS. His father is no longer living.

My mother was diagnosed with MS, when I was 17 years old. She is very health at the moment but has had some hard days from then to now. When my co-worker asked if I would want to walk with him I did not even think about it I just said yes. I really would like to participate in this and if you think this is a good clause then PLEASE go to the link and Donate to our Team.

**MS: Multiple sclerosis is a complex disease. While it is most often diagnosed in young adults, aged 15 to 40, we know that it affects children, some as young as two years old. The impact is felt by family, friends and by the community. MS is unpredictable, affecting vision, hearing, memory, balance and mobility. Its effects are physical, emotional, financial, and last a lifetime. There is no cure.**

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https://msors.mssociety.ca/Walk2007/SponsorTeam.aspx?&PID=961012&L=2