Sunny Sunny day!

I have a lovely sleeping little man, in his play pen of course! Man is it a nice day we spent the morning playing with some new musical toys, fantastic! And learning how to transplant flowers, he learnt I showed :) Cleaned the deck and now have two pots full of lovely flowers. Wooh I wish I would have gotten deck hangers but whatever its all good. What else well after my post I think I'm going to take out the trash and maybe dishes. We will see how long he sleeps for. What else? Hmm I'm not sure really. Next week we start a class which I think he will love.

Okay so a moment to talk about a part of the males body. So my little man is not circumcised because I couldn't hold him down and pay for some one to harm him in that kind of a way. Well for the last 4 months he has had a bump on his penis and I check on it make sure its not growing until we can get an appointment with a specialist. Today I checked on it and noticed something new something that scares the crap out of me it seems that the little tiny whole where his penis should come out is really little and tiny and almost was bleeding when I went to check on the bump. So this means he might have to get cut :( Which totally makes me up set because I don't want to put him through this. Mostly I don't want to go through it he is going to be so up set about it and its going to SUCK! bahhh but we made an appointment because I'm not sure and I just want to be sure that we have to do this. SUCKS! man I don't want to hold him down well someone cuts his man parts :(

Any way I should run to do the trash before the little man wakes up and wants to play again. Oh and its an amazing day out! wooh

Oh sun shine how do I love you

Well today is just a great day, its sunny out and I have a napping little man, who just woke up as we speak. Yesterday we learnt a shitty lesson don't let the baby sleep on the sofa any more. I think you can figure out why that might be. SUCKED ass! I didn't even think about him ever falling off. Lesson learnt and now the play pen is set up for sleeping.

What else trying to clean up and get things in order I think I might plant some flowers over the weekend for the deck. Also we are going to see the little man;s first fire works :) on Canada Day! Wooh I think we might try to check out some activities. Fun!

Any way I should run the little man is ready to come out of the play pen and have some fun.

Whats New

Well not a whole lot is new really we've been travelling a lot and trying to clean up around the house cause my little man is starting to want to be on the move more. Its almost crawler ready but there are still some things we need before he gets more on the move like a big gate. Correction two big gates would be great one 7foot and on 80 inch. Do you think I will find that? haha not so lucky yet still looking might just have to make shift something.

I'm pretty cranky today but I'm so sore and stiff and just want to sleep and wake up feeling refreshed for once and I have a feeling thats not going to happen for a long long time. The little man is doing pretty great, he is still teething and waiting for teeth I hope they come soon so he can be a bit more comfortable. He likes to sleep on his tummy at night but then he wakes up and doesn't want to be on his tummy and gets upset but doesn't turn, so after about 15 mins of crying someone gets up turns him and back to bed it is. Its so exhausting! I wish he could just get back on track with sleep!

Hmm My dog is on a week stay with one of my friends and I think they might want to keep her which is kind of sad for me cause I would miss her but I think it would be a better living arrangement for her right now. We just can't give her the love she needs. But we will see we are going shopping on Friday and going to talk about how things went. I knew as soon as they took her for a few nights they would love her and want to keep her.

Well any way I should get going before my little lovely one gets up. He is so sleepy today, but he missed one of his naps so that might explan that. Any who thats it for now.

So sleepy

Well I am tired what a long trip, I am so glad to be home! My eye is all better and feel like I'm getting back on track now I just need to come to grips with the whole flying thing at the end of the coming week BARF. Not looking forward to that but it will be nice to see what the town is like. Who knows we might end up living there. Well that is if we don't end up spliting up. Thats a whole other story, I'm kind of at the end of my rope and I am done trying to make it work I would rather bring up my little man alone then be unhappy all the time and not feel loved. I'm not feeling loved at all right now I feel lonely and alone. Thankfully I have a wonderful little man that is my world!

Lord its going to be a hard few months! I can feel it. Any who my little man is amazing he is trying to crawl he can roll and roll and roll for miles and he can move around the house a little he likes to push himself but is trying to get up and move it will be no time before he is on the go and we are in real trouble! lol He is so amazing, its so great watching him grow and learn. woop.

Any way I should get going so I can get ready to go shopping.