10 days later!

So it has been a bit now, but I have been super busy and I have decided to take the night off from all the crap that I have been up to. I've had some intresting past few days and I think I'm starting to get a real life in the city that I live in, I'm always out or busy or doing something at the moment but it could just be the timing thing and in a week or two it could all go back to the way it was.

I still miss all my friends a lot and I would really like them to come and visit, but we will see what happens. I went to this comdy thing last night and the guy was so funny it was GREAT! I laughed my ass off. I also offically miss my sister and the kids!! Also my other family members but not as much as her family. I think I need to visit soon, I do not know if I can wait until July, but I think I am going to have to.

I still love my job, but its beginning to get really busy I have a million things on the go and I think I need to slow it down a bit again because I'm becoming a little overwhelmed. But I will get through this and I will go on to do even more! Any way I think that is all I really have to say for now I will try and up date more often and I hope everyone who reads this is having as great of a time that I am right now :) woot

Did I mention I love my job!

So today I got a suprise at work and it was freakin GREAT! I love what I do... I would write more details but well I always worry about stuff like that. Any way this week ended on a really good note. I'm really happy about that, and now its the weekend and I am sitting in my apt with nothing to do and going a little crazy. God I need to meet people!

Any who thats all I wanted to say for right now.

Oh happy day :)

Just an update

So this week was a little hard until today, I had an excellent day. I had so much fun at work it was not even funny! I LOVE what I do! The people I work with just have a way of making everything go away. We went on a hay ride and milked a fake cow and saw some dogs do work with ducks it was excellent! Tomorrow is the end of the week and I am looking forward to my weekend. It should be a good weekend, and I think I might even go out with a friend. Thats right a friend :) woot! I use to work with this person and it should be fun, they are having a movie night so wooo. Not sure what night yet but I'm sure it will all work out.

I hope next week is as good as today was all week! However next week is going to be hard and there is a lot of work that must be done so I many end up working over the weekend because I have so much to finish before monday. Oh well I just thought I would update, thats it for now.

Just had to post this

I saw this guy singing this song on much music and I listened to all the words and suddenly felt moved. The words in it are great and I saw this and listened to it and it made me feel better. I'm not sure how music does this to people but it does it to me. Some times I can be in the worst place in the world and I will hear something that will bring me back. I think I am going to make this song offically my 'bring me back' song. We all get so lost some times and I think in times when I'm lost or hurt this song will help me bring it back to me.

On the day note, today was a long day and kind of hard but I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. I'm to go to this Ranch again on Wend and it looks like its going to rain! Boo I'm sick of bad weather when I take my people anywhere. But it will still be a lot of fun, looking forward to it and than Thur :) wooot! The weekend I hope will be good also. I need to call my Landlord at some point tonight or tomorrow to find out when he is going to finish everything here.

I hope to get better sleep tonight and I hope that tomorrow is better than today, I have so much work to do gezz I hope that I can get it done so I do not have to do it over the weekend. One person I have to work, I am having a hard time with this person because they never seem to have the time to do the job they get paid to do. It kind of pisses me off because this person has only been with us for a bit and he is trying to advance and everyone supports him, but he can't get what he needs to done. I am always getting shit done and it goes by with nothing from any one. Oh well, I hope you enjoy these Lyrics they are unbelievable!

All About Me
Classified Ft Chad Hatch
[Chad Hatch:]
Life's not what you take
It's not about the promises you make
It's not about the friends you might've made
Or love that is gone

Life is what you give
It's not about the stupid things you did
It's not about the way things could've been
It's about movin' on

[Chorus:]
It's all about you
So every morning when wake, before the first step that you take
Just think it's not what you make it
And you'll make it through

[Classified:]
This life will leave you stressed out, left out with your neck out, ain't nothing changed
It's real life so we deal right but it feels like it's something strange.
We wonderin' the dumbest things and let everything get under our skin
Trouble again, tryin' to impress someone else. It's fucked in the head.
So do you, you'll never make everyone happy. It just won't happen.
At the end of day, when all say is said, you better be ready to go back at'em.
I learn slow, my verse shows my growth, my wisdom.
If you positive, or you negative, it don't make a difference not when you live it.
Cause some of the most successful people on this planet
Will kill themselves for somebody else's like they really couldnt manage.
Then we got bums, alcoholics on the streets
With no stress, no where to rest, no where to dress, no where to sleep.
And they say fuck my morals. I'm drinkin' away my sorrows.
I'm livin' life and I'm happy, I ain't thinking about tomorrow.

[Chorus]

[Chad Hatch:]
Life is what it brings
It's not about cars and fancy things
Or hairsalons and diamond rings
Girls don't lose your seed

Life is all about the things you'll never figure out
It's all about the people you allow in and the memories that you keep

[Classified:]
This here is life so tell me who choses whats wrong and right.
Is it what we see on tv? Get a job, raise a family.
That's how I was raised, how I was brought up
Get a wife, a son and daughter.
That's how I was taught to be proper.
Never thought anyone could get caught up.
And slowly I get up and the fairytale quickly vanished.
Realized that life is a bitch and shit, you gotta be able to stand it.
And you gotta be able to handle it, this stress and the pressure, you channel it..
And you learn to cope at the end of your rope anyway that you can with liqor or dope.
Or work hard, raise your kids. Strip clubs, whatever it is.
Smoke weed, shoot hoops, whatever you find your happiness through.
It's your life. Just make sure you know what you want when you go out and get it
Keep doing this shit for you, not your crew or the dude you're tryna impress, kid.
Life is simple, life is hard and yeah life is fun
So enjoy the things around you before your life is done.

[Chorus]

Why?

Some times I wounder why me, why does this always have to happen to me? I know you have no idea what I am talking about but tonight everything sucks, and all I want to do it kick something or go and cry in the darkness. I thought life was going to get better, and now maybe it will have a chance to again but at them moment all I want to know is WHY!

I think I can feel my blood boil! I can not remember the last time I was this mad, oh yes I can it was in December. All I want to do is say bad words and have a drink or a pack of smokes that might be alright also. GOD

Any way I just needed to get some of that out of my system I'm done now.

Happy Friday the 13th

So back to work was great! I got to go to Red Deer for a hike and it was so much fun. Than today I got to go to the YMCA it was great! I am so happy I have my new driving stuff! Next week I get to go on a hike again and I get to take some clients to this thing in down town. Its great! So happy to be back at work.

This weekend I might go out! So looking forward to that. I'm going shopping with my co-worker tomorrow during the day. That will be good I really need to find some new shoes! I really have nothing else to write about right now so I'm going to leave it at that for now.

End of vacation

Well this is the last day of my vacation and I could not be happier, I cannot wait to get back to work. This free time is kinda driving me a little nuts to say the lest! I have so much work to do when I get back, at the end of this month we have our accreditation coming up and that is going to be so much fun, I've been picked two times to talk now. I hope I do well. I need to start finishing all my lessons and getting everything in order. So I have two weeks to do that HAha I did not realize that, dear lord! Well I can pull this out I will just have to get moving as fast as I can. So tomorrow I think I have a meeting but wend, thru, and Fri. will be working ass off time in order to get everything done.

Tomorrow is going to be my first day taking my new rote to work and I hope I get there in time and that the train is not supper crazy, even though I know it will be but one can dream, I have to make my lunch tonight and make sure I get to sleep at a good hour. The last few days I've had a really hard time sleeping and not going to sleep until crazy hours of the morning and night, last night was the worse! I think the last time I looked at the clock was 5 am, now tonight some how I need to sleep at 11 at the latest and get up for 6am. I hope I can because I have to go out of town with my group tomorrow and I do not want to be driving all super sleepy with 14 people in my van!

So I'm going to start working out again, because I'm really sick of feel like crap so next week I'm going to start doing some stuff again, this week kinda gets messed up due to the holiday today. But I'm going to start all over again next week. My weekend this week is going to be finish up all the details for work, fun fun. Man I have so much work to do! Any way I think that’s all I'm going to write for now.

Finally

So I am offically moved in I have my internet, phone, and tv again, woot. I still have a few things left at the old place but you know its hard getting all the little things some times. I'm happy to be in my new place I still have a lot to do here but its coming along. I hope that when I have the cat conversation goes on that it goes really well I miss my kitty like crazy right now and I wish she was here! So I have 5 days of my vacation left to relax and decorate! I need to find my hammer but I am not sure where it is I think I have unpacked most everything at this point and have not come across it stupid thing yet.

I find myself with very little motavation today to get things done but I want to so it feels like home and I feel comfy agian. I got this really cool picture but I can't seem to get it to stay on the wall, I have to use mack-tac but it keeps coming down no matter how much I put on so I think I'm going give tape a try and see if that works any better. I think it weighs to much for the tac but we will see maybe its the wall or something. Oh well any way I'm off to look for my tape and see if I can get the silly thing to stay up. I will write again soon.

boo

So today was a little bit of a show, first of all I'm up at 7am all ready to go and get moved in. Drive to the place and walk in with my bed in arm to... a ladder and stuff all over my new living room and kitchen! This pissed me off a little and so unload the bed and go back to old place and call new landlord... what the hell is going on I thought you where going to be done? So he's a little rude and I get frustrated but the show must go on... any way I grab a few more things and head over again at 1pm and he is there say blah blah blah whatever and really rude! So I leave pissed off and just fuming pack some more into the truck and go over again, than he says due to the inconvenience I'm going to take $100 off this months rent...I'm think SWEET! So regardless to say I'm not staying there tonight I still have more to move tomorrow but I didn't want to be in there tonight cause he was doing something to the floors in the kitchen and just in case I did not want to breath those fumes in!

So it looks like tomorrow I will move the rest of my stuff and be in there for Monday night. He still has more work to do and will be coming in at some point tomorrow also but I have to be there as my couch is getting delivered between 12 and 5pm. So I hope that it all goes well and I will be in my new place tomorrow night. I have some more stuff to pack still but no more boxes so I have to unpack some stuff and come back and re-pack the things I don't have room for yet. Any way I thought I would update the current situation because its a little aggravating and well I need to vent somewhere. So this time I hope that I will not be able to update until my computer is up and running on the 4th!