Saturday, April 14, 2007

Why?

Some times I wounder why me, why does this always have to happen to me? I know you have no idea what I am talking about but tonight everything sucks, and all I want to do it kick something or go and cry in the darkness. I thought life was going to get better, and now maybe it will have a chance to again but at them moment all I want to know is WHY!

I think I can feel my blood boil! I can not remember the last time I was this mad, oh yes I can it was in December. All I want to do is say bad words and have a drink or a pack of smokes that might be alright also. GOD

Any way I just needed to get some of that out of my system I'm done now.

1 comment:

april said...

ok - so why don't you call - did you call? I didn't get a message and I would call now but it is late here, which means it is later there...

Call me when you get a chance.