To discover life through new exciting ways. To be free and creative. To express myself with out question.
Monday, April 09, 2007
End of vacation
Tomorrow is going to be my first day taking my new rote to work and I hope I get there in time and that the train is not supper crazy, even though I know it will be but one can dream, I have to make my lunch tonight and make sure I get to sleep at a good hour. The last few days I've had a really hard time sleeping and not going to sleep until crazy hours of the morning and night, last night was the worse! I think the last time I looked at the clock was 5 am, now tonight some how I need to sleep at 11 at the latest and get up for 6am. I hope I can because I have to go out of town with my group tomorrow and I do not want to be driving all super sleepy with 14 people in my van!
So I'm going to start working out again, because I'm really sick of feel like crap so next week I'm going to start doing some stuff again, this week kinda gets messed up due to the holiday today. But I'm going to start all over again next week. My weekend this week is going to be finish up all the details for work, fun fun. Man I have so much work to do! Any way I think that’s all I'm going to write for now.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Finally
I find myself with very little motavation today to get things done but I want to so it feels like home and I feel comfy agian. I got this really cool picture but I can't seem to get it to stay on the wall, I have to use mack-tac but it keeps coming down no matter how much I put on so I think I'm going give tape a try and see if that works any better. I think it weighs to much for the tac but we will see maybe its the wall or something. Oh well any way I'm off to look for my tape and see if I can get the silly thing to stay up. I will write again soon.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
boo
So it looks like tomorrow I will move the rest of my stuff and be in there for Monday night. He still has more work to do and will be coming in at some point tomorrow also but I have to be there as my couch is getting delivered between 12 and 5pm. So I hope that it all goes well and I will be in my new place tomorrow night. I have some more stuff to pack still but no more boxes so I have to unpack some stuff and come back and re-pack the things I don't have room for yet. Any way I thought I would update the current situation because its a little aggravating and well I need to vent somewhere. So this time I hope that I will not be able to update until my computer is up and running on the 4th!
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Things happen to fast!
My internet, phone and cable will not be ready to go until the 4th, I have my couch coming on the 2nd, and a dentist appointment on the 3rd. Than its smooth sailing or at lest I hope it is, I still have to get my cat in but I'm hoping that will not be a problem. I have 10 whole days off work which by the time I am settled in my new place will be down to 5! So I will have 5 days to de-stress and relax. That should be good. I have no idea what my future is going to be at this point in time and that is so unbearably stressful, things are all over the place. I'm staying in a city where I hardly know a soul and I'm going out on my own, I think I had to write that to realize that I'm really going to do this.
I am not to sure what else to write at this point in time, wish me luck! I will post again from chateaus la M. Thats all for now.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
A fast update!
Any way thats all I have to say for now and I need to start getting ready to leave I have an hour so not to long and need to get dressed and blow dry my hair and such so I'm going to go. I'll write more later.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Almost a week....
The biggest things holding me back are the "what if's" and the clients I work with also because there are people that I look at and think dear lord what the f**k would I do if I had to live with that every day! But at the same time it would be a great experience and I feel I would be a great roommate for one of them because I know what they need and what they want but never seem to get from others. So I feel I could provide a new kind of life for them. But the largest question in my mind is... Am I really ready to take this on my plate? At the moment I cannot answer that question, but I think I am ready to at lest begin some of the start points for this quest.
Today I think I had the funniest training in the whole world we did a scavenger hunt for policies and a bunch of other junk but it was a tone of fun. I think it was the most enjoyable thing I have done there yet, on a personal level not a professional one. The management team was to announce the winners by the end of the day and did not but there are two different categories, Creativity and Education. The prize for each is a Day OFF with pay, so you have the possibility to get two days with pay off, which would be grand. But the other team did a good job to and did their work so I feel as though I would want the other team to get one of my days off because they tried really hard but I must say this my team kicked some major bum!
Any who I don't have much else to say besides that for now, wish me luck in winning at lest one day off with pay and I'm going to run now.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Its been a while.... again
So work is going well, I feel a little over worked and under paid but I mean what should I expect working in Social Services! Also I feel like we are being watched lately, my boss came into one of my classes the other day just to see how things where going, this never has happened before! I'm not sure if they are coming to see how we are doing or if they want to make sure that we are doing our job that they thing we aren't. So I have come up with a great solution, make them particapate! haha So when my boss came in I said " come sit at the table and pay the game with us, she did and than after two rounds left saying this was lots of fun. Today one of the other Managers came in and I got him up and playing a game also. I play a lot of games but I feel that pratical us makes things easier for my clients to understand how to us the skills I teach.
Any way after I got him up he tried to leave right away but he had a lot of fun, I'm not sure if they understand why I do things the way I do but I think its important that they see I'm trying to give the clients the best possible experience! I have some time off soon and I am so looking forward to that, not as much as I was before because I am now not going anywhere but I really need the time off and who knows maybe I'll rent a car and just go somewhere else for a bit. I really could use a change of pace, even for just a little bit. Any who I have some things to do before I go to bed so I will try to write again soon, and hopfully I have something to say when I sit down to write.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Just something I thought was cool!
1. Program Facilatator
2. Cashier
3. Care giver
4. Manager in training
Four Movies I like:
1. Sweet Home Alabama
2. Little Mermaid
3. The Notebook
4. Baraka
Four places that I've lived:
1. Vancouver
2. Saskatoon
3. Gravenhurst
4. St.Onesime
Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. The OC (but off the air now)
2. The Gilmore girls
3. Simpsons
4. America's Next Top Model
Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Victoria
2. Montreal
3. Kelowna
4. My Home town
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Avocado sandwiches
2. cheese cake
3. pizza
4. kozyshake pudding
Four places I would rather be right now:
1. on a beach
2. hugging my nephews
3. (only sometimes) anywhere but here!
Sunday, March 04, 2007
The beginning of the week
I have been getting a lot of movies lately from the Library its great! I made this really great thing over the weekend but I can't say to much about it as it is for my sister, and a surprise... so surprise sis your getting something extra special from me soon. I wish I could tell more but as soon as she has gotten the package I will talk about it. Which will not be for a bit because something else I am doing is having issues right now, so as soon as that part is done off it will go!
I got to see a Canstruction at my local city hall this past week also for those of you who read my blog and do not know what that is look at this web site: http://www.canstruction.com/indexn.html
Every thing in these sculptures are made out of non perishable food items its really cool! Any way it’s getting kinda late here and I have some stuff to do yet before the night is done I will write more later!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Stupid Driving people~!
Alright So I know you are a professional dude but come on you have got to be kidding me! So I have to go back on Thursday next week and do it all over again.
So normally I don't really like swearing a whole bunch but jess yesterday when I got back to work F this F that Stupid F*ing moron who fails someone for not doing it 'professionally'. He can go to hell! The worse part is the test will be with him again :( not so happy about that!
Anyway now that I think my rant is down, last night I went to the opening ceremonies for the clients at work and it was pretty darn cool, did not however stay for the whole event as I was getting a mass o head-ache and I was so hungry I think the people around me could hear my tummy over everything else. So we left at about 8pm. But other than the leaving early and loud stuff it was GREAT.
I should be on my way I have some stuff I need to get out of the way today before I can relax and try and distress! Have a good day!!
Monday, February 19, 2007
Pretty things


I also tried to go see something else but there where warning signs outside that said "be ready for long line ups, we are very busy today" So did not end up going in. Any who I just got out of bed a little bit ago and have yet to eat so I'm going to go have some food, I will write again soon.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Weekends are a good thing
I think that I'm slowly becoming less and less interesting, I can never think of anything to say or to write about. I have a lot that happens from time to time but I sit here and I can never think of a damn stupid thing to say ever, its kinda stupid. With my work we have an art studio in the downtown of my city. Tomorrow there is a workshop that is free, or by donation. They are making lanterns, and I am thinking about heading down there to go paint one up. But we will have to see what tomorrow brings.
Any way I think I might head off to do something productive not that this is not just I think I might be able to do something else. Come to think of it I think I will just go watch some TV or something and relax.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Woot

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Happy Saturday
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Just for fun
B-Best Friend: hmm you know the sad thing about this is I have some Great Friends but because of the way life is now I would not say that any are a Best friend.
C-Cake or Pie: Cake, I love cake, pie is good to, but I like cake better!
D-Drink of Choice: I really like this soy drink, its called silk and its chocolate. But I have not had it in a very long time.
E-Essential Item (s) Used Everyday: Glasses! I think thats my number one because with out them I am lost!
F-Favorite Color: BLUE, and lately red also
G-Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears, I use to bit the heads off of a few and that mix and match the bodies and head, kinda crazy but I thought that the two fruit flavors together where GREAT!
H-Hometown: Small little town in Northern BC
I-Indulgence: Madagascar Chocolate made by Lindt chocolate man! mmmm good!
J-January or February: January My nephew was born in this month! I love him and his brother so very much and I miss them all the time~!
K-Kids & Names: I don't have kids... and the thought of what I would name them has crossed my mind but I will save those for when I have to make that decision.
L-Life Is Incomplete Without: Family and friends and my kitty
M-Marriage Date: Unknown at this point in time, I can not see into the future!
N-Number of Siblings: 2 - brother and sister
O-Oranges or Apples: Mandarin oranges
P-Phobias or Fears: being high up on anything! I don't think that will ever go away. Also I fear that I am not on the right path some times but that has always been an on going fear of mine.
Q-Favorite Quote: "Don't Frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile."
R-Reason To Smile: Because I am lucky enough to be here and every day is a gift!
S-Season: Summer
T-Tag 3 or 4 People: I don't believe in Tags but I think this is a great way to get to know others and your self
U-Unknown Fact About Me: One time when me and my sister and brother where all alone at our house we saw the moon but it took up the whole sky! it was the weirdest thing in the world and no one ever believed us!
V-Vegetable You Don't Like: onions use to be it but I like most everything now, however I still kinda think onions are nasty!
W-Worst Habit: Smoking!
X-X-rays: teeth, knees, neck, back, feet, hands, I think that is it.
Y- Your Favorite Food: umm kozy shack pudding! I think thats the best think ever!
Z-Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Saturday, January 20, 2007
God I take forever
I figure before I write more I will do this thing I found on my sisters blog:
From 'The End of the World'
The rules are simple:
1. Find the nearest book.
2. Name the book.
3. Name the author.
4. Turn to page 123.
5. Go to the fifth sentence on the page.
6. Copy the next three sentences and post to your blog.
7. Tag three more lucky souls. (from me... OPTIONAL! - I say if you are reading this and have a minute give it a try - no time - don't worry about it.)
1) found the nearest book in a box full of book, closed my eye and grabbed one
2) Shirley
3)Charlotte Bronte
4) page 123 found!
5) five sentences in..
6) Moore laughed.
"A most pithy vaunt," said he; "one that redounds vastly to the credit of your dear Yorkshine friends. But don't fear for me, Lina: I am on guard against these lamb-like compatriots of yours: don't make yourself uneasy about me."
"How can I help it? ..."
very interesting I don't understand the point of this but I thought it was a cool thing.
Now where was I... What I have been doing... well work has been busy and I have been finishing up a proposal that I had been working on for about 2 months. Which was delivered yesterday to its destination after approval from my CEO! Fun fun. I have been looking into other jobs, but I think I am happy where I am, I was just getting to into all the politics around that place. I have taken my self out of that now and things are so much better!
I have started paying back my student loan.. fun..sad really, but it has to be done or I will get in a load of trouble. What else has been going on? Not all that much just it seems that it was all a little overwhelming. Strange I was so stressed and going crazy and now my mind is blank as to what has been taking place these past weeks. I think I want to go see my family in April but I'm not sure if that is going to work out, we will have to see. Any who I should run I have a lot of work to get done and its not getting done with me sitting here typing away.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
weekends
Work is going well, I am a little over stressed but I think that might be getting better soon, I'm trying to not take on so much. I just get to into my job and I want to do as much as I can and than I take on a load that might be a bit to much and I feel like I'm going to break! So I think I'm going to plan a vacation soon, I might go back to my home town and help my sister out while her husband is away, I'll have to look in to when I will get the most out of taking a break. I might sit down with my calendar tonight and take a look at just that, because I would really like to spend some good time with my nephews and my sister.
Any way I think I'm going to go and start looking into so planning but I will try to be more on the ball with writing.
Friday, December 22, 2006
holiday cheer
My family got my package thankfully today! I hope they all like what they have gotten this year. I will be sending of a little something for my Aunt when I get her address, hey sis that means you need to email it to me!!!! However it will go out after the holiday has come. I feel like I have been baking all day, wait I have been. My cookies turned out pretty good, however I was making these Christmas Tarts that are totally great tasting and my mother did not write the receipt down right so they come out of the oven and I call my boyfriend to come and test them out (as he has never had them before) and he says they kind of seems like they need more sugar. To my response was there is not sugar in them... so I call my mom and I want to slap her at this point cause I told her how she wrote it down and she is in total denial. However proof of her hand writing is in the book that she made, moral of the story always check with someone who is sane in your family, sis get ready for more phone calls :P
Any who I'm going to head down stairs and finish up my treats, To all Have a Very Merry Christmas and don't forget in all the crazy times of the holiday season to stop and take in how wonderful it is to be around the ones you love the most. I will miss my family this year I love all you guys so much don't have to much fun with out me! xoxox
Monday, December 18, 2006
things about christmas
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Wrapping paper 2. Real tree or artificial? artificial because we are not aloud real here 3. When do you put up the tree? After December 15th 4. When do you take the tree down? Kings Day 5. Do you like eggnog? yes 6. Favourite gift received as a child? I think that would have to be the doll house I got from my parents with small car and little people to play with. 7. Do you have a nativity scene? No but I would like on, a nice one, I saw one today I almost bought 8. Hardest person to buy for? My boyfriend 9. Easiest person to buy for? My family 10. Mail or email Christmas cards? Mail of course 11. Worst Christmas gift you ever received? An Onion as a joke 12. Favourite Christmas Movie? The Muppets 13. When do you start shopping for Christmas? As soon as I can! 14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present? No 15. Favourite Christmas treat? My mom's poppycock 16. Favourite Christmas song? Oh holy night 17. Travel at Christmas or stay home? stay home and travel this year 18. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer? Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Vixen, Comet,Cupid, Donder,Blitzen, but do you recall the most famose reindeer of all Rudolph 19. What's on top of your tree? A snowflake star 20. Do you have Jesus in your heart this Christmas? umm not really 22. Favourite ornament theme or color? red and gold 23. Favourite Christmas dinner? at moms house 24. What do you most want for Christmas? I'm going to be corny and say peace on earth because I have pretty well everything I need. |
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Pictures

This is the front of the Tea pot and cup

This is the Tea pot and the cut that we made. This is the Backs!
I thought I would share some shots, some are a little out of focus but thats because we had to use the night time capture to get the tree to show up right however I hope you all still enjoy the pictures.

Teka looking a little pissed off, but she is still totally cute and in a Santa Hat witch is why I think she is Mad.


Home made craft ornaments hand painted this one by Sean! Very nice blurry but nice

So thats all I really have for right now, its getting on the late side and I need to call it a night, I have a busy week ahead of me. Fun fun! I hope everything is going great for all the people out there. Have a good night.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Updating finally
[ ] Short, 5'2 and under
[ ] 5'3 -5'6"
[x] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] Tall 6'2 and up
NATURALLY
[x] Blonde
[ ] Redhead
[ ] Brunette
[ ] Dirty blonde
[ ] Dark brown
[ ] Light brown
[ ] Black
[ ] Orange
[ ] Kind of both blond n red
[ ] Kind of both brown n red
[ ] Kind of both brunette and black
Eyes
[x] Blue-eyed
[ ] Brown-eyed
[ ] Green-eyed
[ ] Hazel eyed
[ ] Dark eyed (dark brown)
[ ] Gold/gray-eyed
[ ] Silver/gray- eyed
[ ] Blue/green-eyed
[ ] Blue/gray-eyed
[ ] They change colors
[ ] Other
[ ] Glasses
[ ] Contacts
[ ] Neither
[ ] Both
Hair
[ ] Short hair
[ ] Medium
[x] Long hair
Your favorite color(s) are?
[X] Red
[ ] Pink
[ ] Yellow
[ ] Black
[ ] Green
[ ] Neon green
[X] Blue
[ ] White
[X] Turquoise
[ ] Silver
[ ] Purple
[ ] Brown
[ ] Orange
[ ] Grey
[ ] Maroon
[ ] Gold
[ ] Deep purple
[ ] Blood red
Some things you've done or have attempted to do:
[X] Ice skating
[X] Hiking
[X] Kayaking
[ ] Rafting
[ ] Water skiing
[x] Camping
[x] Horseback riding
[ ] Surfing and skim/wake boarding
[X] Snowboarding
[X] Skiing
[ ] Skateboarding
[X] Cheerleading
[ ] Lacrosse
[ ] Street hockey
[ ] Ice hockey
[ ] Gymnastics - when I was four - does that count?
[ ] Martial arts
[ ] BMX
[ ] Baton twirling
You CAN'T stand listening to?
[ ] Pop
[X] Country
[ ] Christian
[ ] Classical
[X] Techno
[ ] Oldies
[ ] Opera
[ ] Reggae
[ ] 80's
[ ] Disco
[ ] Hip hop
[ ] Punk
[ ] Rap
[X] Hardcore
The pets you have/had?
[X] Cat
[X] Dog
[ ] Lizard {salamanders}
[ ] Rat
[ ] Ferret
[X] Bunny
[X] Fish
[X] Duck
[X] Horse
[X] Bird
[ ] Frog
[ ] Hermit crab
[ ] Prairie dog
[ ] Turtle
[ ] Hamster
[ ] Snake
[ ] Gerbil
[ ] Guinea pig
[x] Pig
[x] Goat
[ ] Chinchilla
[ ] Tarantula
[ ] Squid
[ ] Geese
[X] Chicken/rooster
[ ] Hedgehog
[ ] Mouse
[ ] Sasquatch
Provinces/Territories I have been to:
[X] Alberta
[X] British Columbia
[ ] Manitoba
[X] New Brunswick
[ ] Newfoundland & Labrador
[ ] Northwest Territories
[ ] Nova Scotia
[ ] Nunavut
[X] Ontario
[X] Prince Edward Island
[X] Quebec
[X] Saskatchewan
[ ] Yukon
Your confessions:
[ ] I'm afraid of quietness
[X] I am really ticklish
[X] I'm afraid of the dark when I'm by myself
[ ] I've collected comic books
[X] I shut others out when I'm sad
[ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[X] I bake well
[X] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[X] I love to laugh
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis
[X] I have tried a cigarette
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I play computer games
[X] Gotten lost in the city
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[X] Bitten someone
[X] Dressed up like the opposite sex
[ ] Egged a house/car (pumpkined a house/car.... )
[ ] Crashed into a car
[X] Been fired
Have you ever...
[X] Stolen a sign
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Seen a shooting star
[ ] Proposed to anyone
[X] Gotten stitches
[X] Eaten Sushi
[X] Gotten the chicken pox (I still don't know if that is true or not)
[X] Ridden in a taxi
[X] Been on a boat
[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[X] Been on a Plane by yourself
[X] Had surgery
[X] Seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater ( Ok not in a theater but I own lots of movies)
[X] Been on stage
[ ] Gotten a black eye
[X] Memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] Watched an entire baseball game on TV
Do you like...
[X] Old movies
[X] Musicals
[X] Music
[X] Foreign foods
[ ] Bukkake (ok for those that don't know what this is I've given you a link to follow - this is definitely R rated - so put on your plus 18 hats...
[ ] Anime
[X] Christmas time
[X] Donuts
[X] Animals
[X] Coffee
Fun, I hope others do this as well.
Again its been forever since I last up dated but I have been busy and not in the mood to write anything. Not much has happened I turned 25 the other day woot I feel old. I got to paint ceramincs, and than yesterday went to the tower in my city and got to have a bit of a anerisum as I am totally scard of high places. But it was cool and I think I might do it again.
Things at work are going well, I still love my job, however I feel over worked right now and a little pissed off about some of the office politics that have been going on. A year ago my cat had this horable rash type thing on her chin, well that is back and she is not happy with the teatree treatments that made it go away last time and am hoping it dose the same this time.
Christmas is coming up and I am not going to be going back to my home town this year, Sigh. oh well thats life and its alright by me but I kinda wish the reason I wasn't going back was a little better than the flight cost to much money. I wish it was I was going to Hawii for a week! Any way thats really all I have to write about at this point in time I will try and be better at writing more often, and I know I always say that.